My Baby Boy and Me
It's three AM, they're all asleep,
and no-one's here to see.
As we rock slowly back and forth,
My baby boy and me.
His little hand is feather light
Tucked up against my chin.
I hold his tiny hand in mine,
and stroke his baby skin.
The house about us creaks and groans,
The clock hands creep around.
He snuggles closer to me still,
And makes his baby sounds.
I love these quiet hours so much,
And cherish every one.
Store memories up inside my heart
For lonely nights to come.
All too soon he'll be grown up,
His need for mama gone.
But until then I still have time
For kisses and for song.
Time for quiet hours like this
With him cuddled in my arms,
Where I wish he'd always stay
Protected, safe and warm.
And yet I know the day will come
When his tiny little hand,
will be bigger than my own.
He'll grow to be a man.
But until then he's mine to love
With no one here to see.
As we rock slowly back and forth,
My baby boy and me.
...Author UnknownI have just rocked Will to bed, a little early birthday treat for the both of us, and I am flooded with memories of the fastest year of my life. I was talking to Jesse on the way home from my parent's house tonight and we were thinking back to one year ago today. I can't help but become teary eyed when I think about this night last year. I was preparing to enter the hospital the next morning to meet my future son or daughter. I was trying to fall asleep while imagining what he or she might look like. I was praying for the child's safety and for wisdom as we all begin this journey. So, how can it be that it is one year later and I am the mother of this perfect little boy who has touched my life so that it may never be the same?
Will, here are a few of my memories from this past year...I hope you enjoy them as much as I did!!!
*Daddy wearing a blue shirt to the hospital for your birth...he said he just knew you were a boy.
*The doctor saying "It's a boy" and seeing your beautiful and perfect face.
*The nights I spent rocking you and learning what it truly means to love something more than yourself.
*The first time you actually saw my face and smiled at me.
*The snuggles and the times spent feeding you and just holding you in my arms.
*The way your face lights up when you see your Daddy and the way you laugh because he is so silly!
*Your silly face you made the first time you tasted rice cereal! You hated it!!!
*The first time you crawled and how you love to crawl the stairs, even though it scares Mommy to death.
*Hearing you say Momma and Daddy for the first time, and how beautiful your voice was.
* Watching you cruise around and trying to walk.
*Seeing the childlike wonder on your face when you see something new.
Will,
Mommy and Daddy love you so much. We are so happy God gave us such a sweet boy to love and take care of. You are the child we prayed for and we thank God everyday for loaning you to us. We promise to love you and raise you to love Him. You have made our hearts grow bigger than we ever imagined. We love you more than you will ever know(well, at least until you become a parent.) You will always be our special first child. Happy First Birthday, Will!!!!